The Last Day Of The Year

12月31日
一年365天
日子还真不容易过啊~

2012 年的最后一天
怀念2012年的每一天，这一年里
有欢笑有泪水,有坚强有脆弱,
一路走来
感谢我的家人, 感谢我的朋友,
因有你们的一路陪伴
我不再孤单, 我爱你们!!

感恩有帮助过我的朋友们
或不认识却拔刀相助的贵人
不管是学业上/工作上
你们的大恩大德
小女子末次难忘
恩,
永记在心...
如有难事,
小女子能帮则帮!

感谢讨厌/伤害我的人
因为你们又让我看清楚这世界
因为你们让我更加的坚强
因为你们让我更珍惜朋友间的友谊
因为你们我又学会了待人处事
因为你们我学的事情又多了

感谢朋友和家人的鼓励和支持
我顺利的完成了我的Diploma学位
继续我的Advanced 生活
我不会让你们失望的

只希望新的一年里新的希望
未完成的事情继续加油
人生长远
一起加油吧! :)

Niz

日子一天一天的过
眼前这个学期的就这样的结束
等的只有考试和实习

话说,
这个学期发生的事情有够多的
不管是工作上, 友情, 功课还是其他的琐碎事
都让我累垮
在最让我懊恼面对一个非常难解决问题的同时
某个人却在这个时候来个口战
还不止一次

别以为问题总是发生在你的身上
而别人就一定要帮忙你解决
别人也有自己的问题要解决
如果发脾气就能解决的问题
那谁也会发脾气

这也证明了
打从一开始我看你的眼光是没有错滴

Interview
对我没什么差别
就是一对一问你有的没的
习惯就好
把好的表现出来就好
害怕只会让你失去机会

也像往常的那样
发出多封的邮件
确实有一半的中回复
别人懊恼的找不到工作
我却懊恼的是找地点和allowance的问题
3次的interview都顺利成功
还是找一个附近的, 时间, allowance也好的说
毕竟以一个internship来说, 公司能教你多少也是一个问题
先找到适合自己的再说

27/12
在想是否要打电话问的时候
该公司就来电了
感谢给小女此机会
同时间也拒绝了两间公司
有种吊高起来的感觉 =v=

同一天
唱K

这是唯一一次
唱K的同时也觉得自己好像老了
Orz
因为点的歌都是小时候红爆的歌曲
也算是唱K以来
几乎每首都会但又不是全会的歌~LOL (好过完全没听过/ 不会唱xD)
最失败的是....
很多都不记名字 =v=
也有很多唱到副歌/听到音乐才知道是什么歌~LOL~
在此也特感谢绵羊所称呼的ah feng ~xD
要不是你点的这些(老歌xD) 恐怕没人会点
有机会下次唱K都你来点吧~哈哈哈哈

唯一一首当天最喜欢的歌

一直都找不到原来就叫做

"当"

唱到最后特别喜欢那个啊~

绵阳的刻意让我笑到肚子痛~xD

~谢谢你们~

那天我很开心 :)

Relationship

有谁能告诉我爱情究竟是怎么一回事?

最近身边朋友发生一些不如意的事情

几度的看她流泪
心里也替她感到心痛, 心酸和心寒
不知如何的安慰
唯有尽量的找机会去安慰, 慰问和陪她

几度的看着她落泪
也几度的回想起当时自己的画面
难道失恋人都是这样的哭泣?? 这样的表情和落泪???
完完全全能感受到那种痛苦
很痛, 很痛, 很痛...心如刀割

失恋人都会说的话和症状(目前为止发现和包括自己都是这样)
-都会说不甘心 (至于不甘心什么只有自己知道)
-说话开始不正常.   如:为什么这世界没有药是可以吃后忘记一切/ 请给我一碗盲婆汤
-走路开始不正常, 尤其是在家里或是房间里. 都是晃下晃下
-做出一些平常都不会做的事, 一段时间后才发现原来失恋时的自己做过这么一回事
-心中会有很多的疑问
-不管怎么问人/找资料都找不出答案来, 原因很简单, 因为他们给的答案不是你想听的

为何会有这种状况? 原因很简单
只因你很爱过

脑海中不断出现曾经两人的画面很久很久
但事请改变不了就只能化作为最美好的回忆呗

初恋的确很伤
但, 没办法挽回的初恋又能怎样??
当做上了一堂用钱也买不到的课程吧

人需要不断地成长
感情也不例外
伤过, 恨过, 爱过, 哭过
在下一段感情才会更加的成熟和坚固

祝福自己也祝福身边所有的朋友
加油!!

Time Management

I have been really really busy recently!!!
Busy in what?? Of course is assignment la~LOL
Now is already week 11, mean that only have 3 more weeks to rushing 4 assignment!

3D
I admit that i have interested on 3D before and like to watch 3D movies as well. Also, wonder to know how they create 3D animation. But! Now it seems like i just like to watch 3D movies more than become a 3D animator. Create a 3D character likes, it can killing me @.@ Keep check the progress and see got cacat or not. Keep turn it 360 degree whether got mistakes or not and many more. -.-

New Media
I dislike this subject, I dislike the lecturer. Although i know that if you got idea to create the Digital+Fizikal it might be a super awesome design. But, sorry! I just like to enjoy the outcome more than i personally to do it.
Maybe i don't have the motivation or else no matter how long and how much i will spend on it!

Motion Graphic
So far, this subject is quite okay only! ._.
I don't have much comment on this subject. I just dislike the lecturer always got excuse to skip our class.
And unlucky i was miss the lecturer survey time or else, he sure DIE!!!

E-commerce Design
The only one subject i got interest in this semester! But, so what?? TIME!! TIME!!! TIME!!
I need more time to finish this perfectly!!! I think no A on this subject liao. Because now only have 2 weeks to finish this assignment and i have to cover other's assignment! T.T
Do not expect too much for me. I affair leh!! >.<''

Last but not least, the super important thing i haven't done yet. Which is the intern! I haven't send my resume to the company yet! Godshhhh...... I need to redo my demo reel for the interview purpose. I blamed Sir didn't tell us the assignment actually is for interview purpose. I know this which is i heard from Ms, Theng!!
Shit you!!

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过着雨后大热天的星期日
有人说夏日炎炎正好眠
但是今天的我就是没有什么睡意.

话说上个星期五是我最后一天当老师. 工作就到此结束
是目前以来第二个不舍同事们的工作地方, 也是唯一一个是最轻松的工作.
还记得工作当天Alice突然说记得找我哦, 不然我们没什么机会见面了.
临走出门口前Alice再强调说下个月很多offday都可以找他哦~
搞得我不找他好像没什么义气. LOL
再说, 就因工作的结束, 再也没机会给自己借口说没时间做自己想做的事了
也不用赶时间还是什么的.

是不是office工就会有这样的感情出现?
之前在等spm 成绩出之前在那间office上班也是这样.
sook ching 叫我记得回去找他们喝茶. 结果....pai seh la... 我自己的私人时间也有限 ><''

不晓得下次intern 的时候同事会不会如上两次来得好.
话说上次写了要photography, video/editing, web design
买马票也没那么准,
就知道老师会给web design
之前还在想为什么他们animation和production就进的公司好像都很专业
为什么web的公司就那么的....

于是就上google找了该公司的资料
也看了看他们的portfolio
恕我见闻少, 只知道锦纶泰还有Swatch.
纳闷了一下..一下...再一下....
之后便想通了老师所派我们去公司的理由.

那天, 跟mianyang借了wacom来做功课.
就在昨晚把手上的功课赶完后便send去给group member
之后就在google image 随便找了个图案来做Digital Painting.

这就是我...第一次画的人物...Orz

仔细看~你会笑爆 xD

很久之前想做的事就这样的result. ><''

只能说经验还不足, 心思应该多放点 (因为这个才用了不到一小时就完成的东西)....... 

有机会, 有时间, 有钱, 去买一个wacom再慢慢画呗 ._.v

I got holiday?

How i was spend my holiday in Tuesday and Thursday?

Tuesday supposed to be a wonderful public holiday.
Wait a minute!!
Perhaps, i have to said Happy Belated Deepavali. xD
Well, I wanted to go Kinokuniya alone long time ago. But it's too far from my house to there. Yet, i realize that since i was study in college and seldom to go out alone. So I called leng mui out with me and a special guest. Who is my secondary school friend as well as my boss right now - Alice.

Actually she want me to bring her to wangsa maju thre's JPJ. So i said after went there then how about we go Kinokuniya? And then she said okay. We went there by LRT. Alice said she has quite long time no took public transport. Lol. So? You owe me a thanks. xD  

After a few hours ago, i was super duper disappointed which i can't find the books that i want. Such like wasting my time and i keep using there machine to search whether the books i want were available at this store or not. It's really pissed me off. Alice said she has books want to buy but it is quite expensive and she suggested to go to The Curve see whether Popular got the books that we want. After that leng mui back to hostel then me and Alice went to The Curve.

Finally, I found that's a lots of book that i wanted to buy are there!! And Alice also bought the books she want.  Also, got member card discount. LOL.

Thursday, a public holiday also. What i did which is spend my whole day to sit in front of my computer and doing assignment. Keep drawing and 3D facial expression.

Btw, i have a plan to do hope i can done it during the weekends. ><''
Winners is never quit, Quitters is never win. my recently motto* Gambateh.\^o^/

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没想到早上和下午阳光普照, 晚上却是雷电交加.
现在这个时候理应是K书时间.
更不管现在风有多大, 雷有多响.
还是想上来部落一下.

最近比较不爱说话.
像是个emo怪咖.
其实..不是的.
怎么说?
比起以前, 现在不太会主动说话.
就算主动也说不多.
很多时候都试着用心去聆听和用心去体会.
发现大有不同
听见和看见的事情都很有趣.
虽说很多时候这种情况都会发生在一个人的时候才会注意到
但是如能在身边朋友也保持那样的确是件很有趣的事情.

倒数不到5天, 就可以离开现在的岗位.
以前做工都不感到累, 原因都是在周末时工作
如今早上上课晚上必须上班
真的体会到那种累
还好工作时间不长.
不后悔做这份工作
因为喜欢尝试新体验
学习了很多.

脑海里不断出现的就是功课还没做完, 功课还没做完的字眼
想到都感到乏了
最讨厌就是考试, 已经不是读书的料
还要读一些它懂我, 我不懂它的东西
算是在折磨自己么?

就如刚刚说的
脑海里都是功课
竟然连爸爸的生日都忘了
天啊!!!!!
明明上个星期还记得的. 为什么这个星期却忘了
&^%$$*^(*(&(^*^&^$%#$%
怎么可以忘了呢????
这个我人生第一次忘记家人的生日, 爸!!!对不起啦.
迟点补回可以么? T.T

PTPTN
成功的申请到了
但是!
又是要忙于准备资料.
还有不能错过dateline.
到现在都不知道要准备什么的我
撞墙算了@@

还很多东西要做
我果然是典型的巨蟹座
一遇到什么事情都想要逃避
为什么~为什么我跟你认识不到半年相处不到两个月
你就那么的了解我. 很难不让我对你着迷~LOL
但是这些都是past trense liao~~ :/

Family Trip

星期日

妈妈一个突然的决定就上云顶了~哈哈

不管那么多,熬了那么多天给自己轻松下也好

记得最后一次去是跟学院朋友的毕业旅行~感觉不错 :)

也知道最近都是雨季, 当天的天气特别特别的冷, 

雨, 不大! 刚刚好, 雾也很美 雨后的风景就如拍出HD的画片那么的清晰, 很美! 

Everything is perfect!! 

也多得老天爷的眷顾, 给父母看到美丽的云顶

毕竟父母也大概有十年没去过云顶了

爸妈都说很开心. 

爸爸也说回忆起很多年轻时的事情. LOL

心想, 我老去后会不会记得与一般傻瓜朋友一起做过的傻事呢? xD

 我和妹妹分别戴了不同款式的眼镜 ^.^v

话说啊~妹妹不好意思戴着走路, 还说感觉很奇怪

至于我就不知道哪天发什么神经, 全程带着, 从出门到回家去大排档吃东西都带着

当天全程成为焦点. 

每个擦身而过的人都看着自己.

有一个更好笑, 特地跑超越我后回头望~ 

真的有那么的奇怪吗???o.0!?   LOL

 厕所永远都是给女生拿来自拍的好地方 LOL.......

没想到去云顶消费最多的是我 @@

去SASA店买一些东西

有注意到我的脸蛋红红么? testing太多不同牌子和深浅的腮红导致而成的

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忘了是谁叫爸妈摆的post 哈哈

风!!真的很大, 坐在车里自拍哈哈~眼睛开不了了~哈哈

回家咯~ 

tata

=D

Do i really like K-POP?

Hello November! Hello my dear reader and Hello some of the invisible new follower. :)
Been busy with my assignment and it suddenly make my blood pressure elevation. Because all the submission deadlines on the same day plus exam T.T
I need some thing to inspired my motivation so i choose to listen song. My windows media play was non-stop to playing song and when i get bored with it i go to youtube and find some song to listen. Surprisingly, i found a lot of song that i really like and some of the song i listened before but don't know the name and it suddenly came out. lol

Okay, back to the topic about K-POP.
As i said just now i found a lot of song yet i found some k-pop song also.
After i listened so many song and i have a question pop out in my mind.

Do i (and you) really like K-POP or Fashion or their's Culture??
Have you think about it before? Or You does not like any kind of things is all about Korea?
Or........u don't know what is....erm.....Korea? This should be impossible right? xp

I'm not a big fans in K-POP but i do listen often. It considered a little fans. i think? o.0??!!?? LOL
Here i list out which K-POP that i like or do listening their song often.

Before you continue to read this post i want to emphasize all this is my personal thought and if you don't like it PLEASE!! Please ignore it, forget it or close this tab. Thanks for your cooperation. =)

TVXQ 
The first K-POP artist that i like before. But now they separated in two group where is JYJ and another one still is TVXQ. The popular song of them which is Raising sun and i did a performance by using this song in my secondary school. Although the video our's group member posted to youtube before but i couldn't find it again! >.<''
I love to listening Hug, this song before because they looks so cute and immature.
But now they are separated in two group and it should not group again!! I remember last time i found a video from youtube and they sing raising sun by two people only, i suddenly felt like want to cry. =(
Where is the power? Two people to cover five people dance and sing. How pity!!
Btw, i got buy their's DVD also. IS LIMITED ONE!!! =)))))))

Super Junior
Sorry for the super junior fans. I like their's song which is "Sorry" ONLY!! I like the music and dance.
No comment with this group. So...skip this.

PSY
Oppa Gangnam Style which is the super duper famous song and all people know this!! I think no need to explain and talk about this. Everyone seen this video before right? haha

4minute
There is few song that i like and i like their's dance also. Got powerful!! xD
Especially Hyuna!! But!!! Recently has new song of  Hyuna. It's ice-cream. To be honestly, i don't even really like Hyuna style on this song no matter the style dance or whatever. Sorry for who is Hyuna fans. =(
But!! I will continuously to listen her song except ice-cream lah. ._.v

F(x)
Same as 4minute. Only few song that i like and dance.

Wonder Girls
I know even some of you are not a fans of wonder girls but i'm sure that you listened one song was from them. That is NOBODY! Seriously, even u don't know who is wonder girl when the music is play and u can automatically to sing or humming the music. And recently i like their's song which is "Like this". I wanted to learn the dance. haha

Girl Generation
Last!! I have a thought which maybe i will find some times to download all their's song. LOL
I think i really fall in love with girl generation liao lo. WHY????
Because i realize that i love every single song, dance, style, almost is everything.
I like to listen their's song before such like Gee and Genius but i crazy like their style recently.

That's the few K-POP start i like and have listen their's song often.
Conclusion!!
I LOVE MUSIC, I LIKE DANCE, I LOVE DANCE!!! :)

Hello! My new blog skin!

Finally! I change my blog skin!!
Have you realize that does any different compared with the previous one?
Yes, quite a big change! I mean the color and the header la. haha
No more cute, change to deep color and a bit cool style?? Especially the title of the font that i use!!

Wanted to change my blog skin long time ago, but i'm quite lazy to think a  new skin because as we all know blogspot has a limit to change. Unless to buy a domain name then you can change and do whatever you want.

Btw, have to back to my assignment liaoooo.......bye!! =D

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Besides BUSY , BUSY AND BUSY!! I can't find any other word to explain my plight.
Have to rushing web--- e-Commerce design, report recently and 3D cartoon at the same week.
But i really no mood to start my assignment!! Quite lazy and mood down. =(

Juki said she will come back to KL next monday and "jio" me to swim. What a good new!! :)
I'm damn happy after she told me this news. Long time no see since she went to sarawak for study.

Btw, allow me to lazy this two days and do what ever i want to do. After that i will do harder and harder on my assignment!! ><''

God bless me well!!
我需要更多的勇气和自信完成我的事!!

Random3a

半夜1点30分.

睡不着. 从床上爬起来打这篇文章.

最近发生了很多事情.

开心的很多...伤心的也不少

最近, 就在上个星期发生了一个意想不到的事情.

当然, 这件事情也算告一段落. 不想重复提.

在这个过程中发现一件事情, 就是自己的脾气比想象中好很多了.

也许是当上老师的关系, 再遇到偏差的学生也不能破口大骂. 能忍则忍.
最多在这里打个wtf...

所以现在只要觉得不是问题的问题, 都不想开口多说些什么.

只要给我知道真相就好, 比起隐瞒, 知道真相痛苦一下下好过带着呆呆的自己过一辈子.

4年前已经是个例子. 决不当第二次的傻瓜!! 

上星期六是堂姐结婚的日子

特地请假出席pre-wedding dinner 和 第二天的酒楼（详细会另外blog）

发现人啊, 人生就是如此的奥妙.

从中学毕业出来后很多朋友都结婚了,甚至是有了孩子, 距离现在应该有几岁大了吧.

都是没有上大学/ 学院.

堂姐跟我们的年纪相差不大, 是同辈份的.

上大学, 出来工作, 旅行, 到现在结婚. 苏家她是第一个孙结婚.

看着她走向幸福的道门, 自己也替他感动. 差点流泪.

想想自己也是个大专生, 距离毕业虽说还有4个学期, 但是说长不长说短也不算很短.

时间一分一秒的过. 领悟到的是什么? 得到的又是什么?

夜晚特别的宁静, 中文程度没有很好, 写不出什么美丽的字眼,
有的只是自己的想法的看法而已.
习惯开着音乐坐在电脑面前做自己喜欢做的事, 但, 今天不一样的是. 关了音乐
静静的在打这篇文章.
也发现自己的每个月都会有所领悟到的事情, 不多, 好过没有. 也算是人生中成长的阶段.

对于功课方面, 明显比起在diploma时的态度不一样了.
也许是在weekday 半工半读的关系. 之前都没有发现这一点. (因为都是周末做工)
只能说time management 真的真的很重要!!

辞职信终于都交到上司的手里, 虽说上司有挽留我的时候,
但是也很开心的是短短的几个月确实学到了很多.
尤其是从朋友变同事的那种感受. 其中一个更是从朋友变成自己的上司.
感觉很不一样. 也算是目前做过最轻松的office工.
同事也蛮相处得来. 更没想到的是很多都是拉曼生同事. 共同的话题也变多了.


一个人的坚强是有限的. 但是现在的我还顶的住.
偶尔只是想找个人来靠下和需要个倾诉的对象.
单身距离现在也有4年了. 很多人都问我是不是放不开.
说实话, 这个问题也不断地重复问自己.
但是我还是很清楚的知道我是放下了. 也给自己机会去接受新的一段感情.
但是这段感情看来不易啊.
毕竟现在的我比起4年前的我很不一样了.
每天都在自我的成长, 在某些时候, 某些状况, 觉得自己的想法过于成熟, 找不到对象.
兴趣方面更加别说了, 感觉自己的兴趣不是现在, 甚至是身边朋友的兴趣.
例如:  研究和投资外汇, 投资房地产, 买卖商, 经济, 人文古迹, 社会时事, 等等等等.....
身边发生的事情. 这些统统身边朋友都不会聊到的事情.
想法和兴趣不一
找对象看来只有等出来正式工作才找到. ><''

每天都在做自己的心理医生. 不是自己有问题.
只是发觉一旦有问题能利用一点点的时间来思考和做出结论
比起埋怨和哭来的好. 辛苦? 不! 要知道有时候吃得苦中苦方为人上人.
不是说要成为什么顶尖人物, 如, 李嘉诚. 自己有所成长也替自己感到开心.

School And My Work Life

Saturday and Sunday is full of lazinesssssssssssss........

Do you agree???

Yesterday night i was set my phone alarm at 8a.m hope it can rang louder to call me up. Obviously, it's too lazy to wake up from my lovely bed. I switch off the alarm and continue to fall asleep. And after i woke up it's already 12pm. wtf

Well, the purpose i set the alarm which i want to do my assignment because i realize that i have really no time to do since i study and work together in weekdays. So i have to done it fast. Apparently, my plan is fail!!! And now i blogging.....muahahahahaha

Plan to Genting
Last Thursday, when i came back from work. My brother told me that father suggested want to go Genting for 2D1N. After i heard this news my answers was "what you waiting for? Go booked room la" Lol.
Unlucky to us, the room was full in just 2 hours!!! Omg!! My happy mood spoiled liao lo ._______.

Assignment & school stuff
Too much to do, too little time. Recently, i've busy with school stuff such like apply ptptn, open a new bank account, do survey, convocation stuff and bla bla bla.........plus, assignment. Such like my work is never end!! As now i'm a Advanced Diploma student, not a diploma student anymore. Things are changed, all subjected seem to be tough. Also, it took us a bit tension. This is what i observed so far. Seems like everyone are emphasize on their personal and group work. All my friends they keep saying that now already Advanced, not diploma anymore pay attention on your work and bla bla bla...... They looks so serious and one of my friends also saying that she wan get distinction in Advanced. I've no comment, seriously. What i can do is i will do my best in every assignment.

Talk about work
I decided to resign my current job. Because it make my life quite anxious and tension especially every Tuesday and Friday the stupid timetable. Normally, from school to my workplace it took me 30-45 minute but because of the stupid timetable my class was end at 6p.m.!!! I was stuck in traffic jam for one and a half hour or more. Also, Friday class start at 8a.m. It mean i have to wake up at 6a.m. to prepare and avoid the traffic jam and class end at 6p.m. Again!! I stuck in traffic jam and end my work at 9 something, i reached my home where is 10p.m. something. Which mean i'd to spend 16 hours for the whole day long. And if, i continuously to work it might killing me. I can't imagine that if i spend these 16 hours to school, work plus stuck in traffic jam and back home still have to rushing my assignment. #dying

God!! Please treat me well ya .___.v

So... This is me!

当巨蟹低下头跟你道歉，当巨蟹为你放下冷漠，当巨蟹为你流眼泪，当巨蟹为你做傻事，当巨蟹为你疯狂，当巨蟹为你冷落朋友，当巨蟹为你收敛霸道脾气，当巨蟹不断关心你，当巨蟹因为你喜怒无常；他放下了尊严、放下面子、流出眼泪还默默忍受：这是巨蟹爱你爱到骨子裡。

有时候，巨蟹希望时间停下，就这样和喜欢的人地老天荒；有时候，巨蟹发现身边的人都不瞭解自己，面对身边的人，突然觉得说不出话；有时候，在自己脆弱的时候，想一个人躲起来，不愿别人看到自己的伤口；有时候，巨蟹突然很想逃离现在的生活，想不顾一切收拾简单的行李去流浪。

巨蟹座一生都在寻找和等待一个懂自己的人。当被人误解、被人呵斥，蟹蟹只双眼噙满泪水或保持沉默，不愿意解释。因为蟹蟹一直相信如果你爱我，那必须懂我。所以蟹蟹在一些人眼裡会显得有点儿敏感，有点多愁善感。很多时候蟹蟹很想有个依靠，去理解蟹蟹，去对蟹蟹说：我懂你。

如果你爱上了巨蟹座，请你想清楚，
你是否会用尽全力爱上她的全部。
她的哭，她的笑，她的任性，她的敏感；
她的纠结，她的宽容，她的善良，她的温柔；
她的依赖，她的自私，她的天真，她的粗心；
她的疯狂，她的安静，她的情绪化，还有她同样用尽全力爱上你的全部的那颗心。

这个带著母性光辉的巨蟹是个有著浓浓怀旧情感的星座，至少要让他们感受到真切的情意，如果一再的暗示，等待似乎也成了无限期，对方还是没有什麼表示，那麼，他们也就不再说什麼了，因为是说出来后再给予的只会是要来的温柔，已失去了原本的意义，沉默的伤心，再悄悄的走了。
有时候超爱说话、有时候可以一整天不说话高兴的时候会拚命说话、不高兴的时候一句话也不说巨蟹座最注重的就是安全感希望被保护、却常常还是一个人。

巨蟹座很爱面子、遇到喜欢的人不会轻易地表露出来，除非你先表明心意、你永远都不知道、其实巨蟹也一直喜欢你。
巨蟹座们很爱朋友、无论和谁都能好在一起，所以请你别背叛巨蟹，因为巨蟹很容易哄、很容易就会原谅你的过错。

巨蟹座的孩子：
有点笨、有点疯、有点傻。
有时神经很大条、对朋友很真心。
面对爱情、怕受伤、爱逃避。
有时会很绝情、却还是心软。
很懒、怕孤独、爱安静、爱吃东西。

巨蟹座的人往往有点可爱、有点任性。
心计不多、闹完了不记仇的，心胸宽广、只是别激怒他。
他的热情可以把你融化，他会用偽装的冷漠和麻木吓退所有的追求者、只有真正懂的人才可以珍惜，为了爱、他可以放下所有的骄傲。

巨蟹很爱家、很念旧，不容许别人侵犯他的地盘，内向、把自己的心事埋在心底，但能成为别人倾诉的对像，习惯自己去面对自己的问题，胸部不是很平坦、就是很丰满，心情像月亮、常变化。

巨蟹平时总是嘻嘻哈哈、什麼都无所谓，可转过头、笑容裡分明有几分无奈。电话那头千嚀万嘱巨蟹、而回答总是＂我很好＂我没事＂放心吧＂。

巨蟹一个人呆著就会莫名其妙的想发呆、不知道想些什麼、又好像什麼也没想，总想找一个人倾诉、可是真有那麼一个人时、却又不知从何说起。

巨蟹座很恋旧情，内心设防较严重，很专情，真的喜欢一个人的话可以喜欢很久。生活态度很认真，感情略微有些慢热。一旦受伤后会记住很久，不容易癒合，但是会隐藏自己的内心，如果积攒了过多情绪的话，有可能会在一瞬间爆发。倾向於幽默的言语表达，信唸经常会随著现实的转变而变化。

巨蟹很容易恋爱、也很容易不爱，在他们心裡会有一个很爱的人、这个人对他们很重要！他们像个病人一样爱著这一个他很爱很在乎的人，就算他们不适合、没有在一起、巨蟹还是会爱也不会轻易放弃，因为他们很难找到一个他们很爱的人，他们对自己不好、有自虐倾向、但是他们却对自己在乎的人很好。
偏执、认定了的事就不会改变，也很内向、心中的话绝对不会说出口，他很难去真正相信一个人、永远孤独，告诉别人我很好、心中的苦自己才知道。

永远活在壳裡的胆小鬼，所以..巨蟹座的人很奇怪.

New Month

New month, New day!
1st of October and i just realize last month i just blog for 3 post only!!! What i'm doing huh??? I have no idea.
Hopefully this month can be good for me.
And this post i'm gonna to make a conclusion of the last month. What i'm doing and what happen in last month. =D

Advanced Diploma 
Taking this courses Advanced Diploma been two weeks ago. So far, not yet die!! Lol.
I have a lot of work need to do. No matter is individual or group work. Of course AD work is harder than Diploma work. I can imagine the rest of the month in this semester how busy i am. Yet, report which is one of the work i hate so much!! Reason? NO!! I remember when i study in Diploma someone told me that AD has a lot report need to do and you can't skip it. wtf!!! What a miserable life!!!

Talk about work
I think i have to stop working. I want to focus my assignment. Although i'm glad that i can work together with my secondary school and primary school friends which i've never think that before. But, as i said just now. I can feel that AD life which is not easy as i think. Maybe still new or what. My mother also suggested me to stop this work and change back to work as a promoter. Flexible time and the salary of promoter is higher than now.

Graduate List
The graduate list has been released on last week. And i'm super happy that i can graduate together with my friends. The convocation will base on 24,25 November and 1st of December. The exactly day for our courses that have not confirm yet. Keep reading my blog!!! I will blog this! ^.^v

Beauty Expo
Well, went to the Beauty Expo on last Saturday with my brother and his girlfriend.
The Beauty Expo was bigger than last time i went with leng mui and mian yang.

There has many booth and famous taiwan artist are there. Also, some of the booth they came from other country such like Singapore and Korea. All the product sold at the there were quite cheap. And i saw that got alot people like crazy to buy mask. Like RM1 per one. And the super crazy thing is.......

I bought 10 boxes of eye shadow which cost me RM10 only!!! That mean RM1 per box!! So i never think too much and bought it. My brother's girlfriend also bought 10 boxes of eyeshadow. Seems like both of us  really crazy. And actually the original price is RM6 or 8 (I cant remember the exactly price.) If you want to buy one than it will cost you RM2. So if buy 10 then the price is RM1 of each!

It's not because of i want to save money or think worth or not.  And it's beacause i wanted to buy colorful eyeshadow super duper long time ago and now just in time! Plus the price are really cheap!! So what i'm waiting for, right? =D

Btw, have you ever heard this brand before? SAVEE!!

Honestly, I not really sure that i heard this brand before or not! But this brand which is from Singapore. 

I think can believe gua....LOL

So, i give it a try la. xD

Same beauty brand! Each mask cost RM1. I bought 10 which is RM10. LOL

Think what? Buy lah! =D

Free give!

I thought i will spend so much money in the beauty expo. But it's out of my expectation. Walked for 3hours and just cost me RM20 plus the entrance fee altogether just RM30. 

I will try my best to blog more in this month! At least more than 3!! Ok? xD

Bye and take care. =)

Human & Job

人! 都是犯贱的!!
这句话是自从上了学院后听到某位美女说的话.

看来我又要在这里唠叨了!
事情是这样的. 知道要出成绩的时候, 虽说巴仙率高会及格. 但是还是很担心, 虽然没有影响食欲或是睡眠. 但是心里还是偶尔会有点不自在的担心下.
直到成绩出来后. 心里头的不自在很自然的就这样跟我say goodbye!!

至于现在另一个烦恼又来了. (这就是我想说的犯贱事情 =.=)
就是工作. 如没记错的话是第一次, 在同一时间内同时读书还兼职两份工作. 想了几天我快要疯了. (没事找事情来烦-.-)

班上有位同学说: WA!!! 那么的拼命打工哦?
Apple: haiz~是啊! =3=

确实! 最近真的给打工的念头给想疯了.
就在上个星期五早上一早6点爬起来准备去interview. 原因是不知道地方在哪里. 对方只send 地址和乘搭巴士的方法. 但是我却固执的要驾车去. 这次换公司是因为工资的问题. 比起之前的少了大概20-30%. 当然啦, 人往高处爬嘛. 很幸运的, interview后立刻就有工作了. 刚开始还很担心说不知道会抽到什么牌子的公司给我去应付. 还好
因为某公司的问题, 所以该公司给的工资我很满意 没想到第一个job就那么的幸运.

与我一起interview的女生因为时间的问题. 所以也没得到任何公司的工作.

话说回来. 虽说现在学校方面还有点blur. 不知道班, 不知道几时交学费等等. 所以才斗胆的做两份工作. 希望的是减少家里的负担.

晚上工作等时间到时也跟hui hui聊了一下.
果然, 时间是最好证明大家都成熟的东西. 大家都觉得对方成熟了不少.
我们彼此都很清楚对方的状况.
其中之一, 我们也聊到说与其放假在家玩游戏过着颓废的日子, 不如出来做工磨练磨练下自己. 不仅仅是能赚钱, 还能赚取经验, 让自己变得更独立, 更坚强. 当然, 这些都是必须经过一番苦工的. 比起我来说, hui hui 打工的经验也不少.
hui hui 也说了跟自己想法一样的东西. 咱们都是2字头的人了. 如果还跟家人伸手要钱的话太不应该了.
个人非常认同她的说法. 这也是自己常常记在心里并不断重复告诉自己的一番话. 趁现在还是读书时期多出来工作对自己也好.

与我一起interview的那个女生读着degree说趁现在还没毕业就出来做不同的工作赚取经验.
虽说是degree才开始. 但是好过完全没有经验.哈哈. 当时候从她的口说出这番话特别不一样.
感觉就像是, 时间不多了. 不吸取多点经验毕业后出来工作必定会吃亏. 哈哈~ 这只是纯粹个人的想法. =P

另一方面. 这个月虽说是同时兼职两份工也同时有两份工的收入, 到是下个月就不肯定了. 毕竟时间表的关系. 看来补习班要辞职了. 虽说在工资方面个人没有很满意, 但是在part-time job 来说这是我目前最喜欢的工作. 不但时间短, 还能与几位中学和小学同学成为同事, 工作期间也从学生当中减少压力等...希望下个月的假期班能配合到我的时间吧. 太爱你们了~哈哈哈 ^0^

First day of AD

昨天是Advanced Diploma 开学的第一天!! 哈哈~
如自己所愿读上啦. 但是万万不能轻敌的是, 毕竟又是另一个level了. 也表示说功课会越来越难.
Diploma的成绩就在上个星期公布了. 成绩不知如何说好.
如是抱着能过关的心情的话, 成绩确实那样的平淡.
如是抱着成绩一定要很好的话, 还差得远.
如是抱着中等的心情的话. 只能说~haiz~比上不足, 比下有余呗.
比起还要留级一年的学生来说, 我算是庆幸的啦.

刚刚读到朋友的blog说有分grade point!!

就是这个. (放大点~怕你们看不到xD)

才知道我的overall result是处于merit!!! T.T

merit有3个~至于那个我就不说了~只能说为什么欠那0.0005呢???? T.T

但是就算是有那0.0005也是merit! LOL. 至少好看点嘛~xD

说实话~个人认为. 我就这样的傻傻的混了进学院.也傻傻的平安度过了Diploma的生活.

对我而言每一次的考试能平安度过就好, 因为自己确实不是读书的料.

至于功课方面. 到时很清楚自己要的是什么grade. 只是那个FYP 确实是跌破大家的眼镜!!

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但是新的开始新的希望. Advanced Diploma 的我会更加的努力! 因为我是Apple!!

只要我说我要的, 一定就是我的!!

就像当年中学成绩烂到全科fail, 经过一番的努力不但有A还给我进到学院! wtf

也以为上不到Advanced Diploma. 结果也给我上到了~哈哈哈哈

我行的!! 加油!! \^0^/

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第一堂课!

没想到老师讲的100% 里面只有那5%左右不明白而已.

但是通常这时候都是给你爽下, 过后就很难了.

至于今天老师给我们看的video.

感觉好像在读金融.

很多的外币符号, 又说buying, selling, 又transaction.

因为这几天又在沉迷外币. 也看了很多类似这样的video.

所以感觉不像是上着e-commerce design. 像是上着finance多点. =.=

放学后,就如diploma那时候一样,一放学就一起出去．

但是这次是去买最重要的东西就是pin number.

没有这个东西, 直接可以跟AD say bye bye. Lol

k lah. 

Apple. 就此停笔.

Beauty & Skin care product

Elo!
It's September!! Times always flies so fast! I know! This is the first post of September. Don't blame me no update. So this is a long post and read it with patient huh. Haha~

There had 3 event in last weekend which is ;
Matta Fair at PWTC
Makeover Beauty Expo at MidValley and
Volkswagen. Das Auto Show 2012 at KLCC
At the end i was choose to a seminar. Lol.

Well, i went to a seminar on last Sunday with my brother's girlfriend (Jovin), her sister (Joanna) and my sister. This is a Trapped Emotion Release Technique & Speaking Technique seminar. Which is hold at my brother's girlfriend work place. The seminar which hold in 2 session, start from 10am-12pm and 2pm-5pm. The main point is....Free Entrance!!! 

Jovin and her sister Joanna, they came to my house around 8 something and we go for a breakfast then head to the seminar. The seminar which what i expected. The hall and the circumstance was quite cozy and nice lah. Actually I thought there will be a lot students are there and the seminar is in Chinese. But there is not what i expected. Not more than five students there and most of them is uncle and aunty. Lol. No la, still got a part of them is teenagers. And the seminar which is in English. Erm... okay lah. At least i know what he talk about and talk a bit science. OMG!! When he talking about science i almost forgot! Lucky i'm not teaching science. Hahaha

The session one quite boring.(For me) But i still learned a lot through the seminar. For Jovin she said she  has learned a lot and quite interesting. And the other way of Joanna and my sister, both of them said the seminar was extremely bored. Joanna said her eyes almost closed and my sister play with her phone and sms with her boyfriend during the seminar. Lol.

Therefore, during the break time we decided to leave and went to MidValley. Hahaha
Actually i'm quite interesting in the session two which is the Speaking Technique. Because it is very important when we go out for working and communicate with other people. Especially for salesman or salesgirl. And because of Joanna and my sister said they want to leave so me and Jovin had no choice just leave and went to MidValley.

Well, the purpose that we went to MidValley which is there has a Makeover Beauty Expo. I wanted to there to buy a mask called Beauty Friend. This is very good mask that i ever use. And it is hard to find at any outlets. Finally i saw that!! But the staff said you have to purchase 20piece of mask with RM50 and get 10pieces for free. The first thing what i though in my mind which is quite expensive and too much of mask.

And we told to the salesgirl said : Okay, let us think first and roam round.

I don't want to buy 30 pieces of mask because mask only can use 1 or two in a week and i still has a lot mask at home and sleeping mask and other skin care products. So me and Jovin decided that we share and purchase. Which i got 15pieces of mask and she got another 15pieces of mask. Each of us save RM25 to bought another stuff. Haha.

Next!!!

Naruko!!!

A brand which very familiar right? Haha

I heard this brand before but don't know the function on it and Jovin and Joanna who was highly recommend this to me. And the beauty consultant are very patient and kind to explain to us which how to apply, function and everything about the product. Not like other booth. Other booth consultant was like force you to buy and keep saying that this very worth and that how how how...bla bla bla..... Not really like that. Shit you! You didn't tell me the function how i know and buy!

I wanted to buy a skin care product of exfoliate long time ago and i also did some research through the internet but end up i bought this. Haha~ I give it a try and i believe what Jovin, Joanna and the beauty consultant said. Because i know this is a very famous brand especially in Taiwan and i believe what Jovin and Joanna they recommend me. Because both of them who are carzy in skin care product, they know a lot skin care knowledge, so this are the reason why i'm believe them. 

If you don't know what is Naruko and want to know more about it. Here is the officially website in Malaysia.  Click Here.

Also, Jovin and Joanna, they said we are very lucky which we can bought this exfoliate at here. Because (only this product) still not yet sale in Malaysia. But you still can find any other related this brand product at sasa and watson. 

See! As i said, we are so lucky right? Haha

And this product not expensive. i got it for RM35.

Next!! 

Another cosmetics is Genius Blemish Balm Cream with SPF28 PA++. I don't really like to buy BB cream because i can't find any BB cream which is match my skin tone. And all of them are slightly white.
I'm super excited i finally i found a BB cream which match my skin tone and it is only RM20!!!
The original price which is RM75!!! MY GOD!!! Save RM55 leh!! So i no think too much and buy it! Haha




Before we leave and we got these free gift!! Two boxes of  Libresse and two voucher of  Slimming Sanctuary. One is Product Voucher with RM50 and another one is Treatment Voucher with RM100.
Mirror and a small box of tissue paper.

Hello, friends!

Hang out with Cheryll and Oblivion on last Monday. 

Cheryll and Oblivion came to my house and we went to 1Utama Shopping Mall. 

Although this dating quite short. We only had 5 hours stay together and I'd to go back early because of work. But we still had a nice day and nice talk. HAHA

We didn't shop too much. Most of the time that we spend which is in the restaurant of Taiwan and Secret Recipe. We were very treasure in this moment. Because we'r 大忙人! hahaha

Oblivion taken this picture! But!! Me and Cheryll weren't get ready yet!!!

无奈的样子.

三个无奈的样子. LOL

Thanks Cheryll who fecth me to 1U and back to work. LOL

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书展记! LOL
在开始写作文吗? 没有啦~
原本还想着要不要打这篇post呢? 最后....还是开了new post! isshhh...><''

比起往年, 今年想去书展的欲望更加的旺盛~LOL apa ni???
逛了才一下下而已, 很多书都很想买. 但是作为一个精明的消费者, 购买前当然想了很多啦.
虽说现在是放假时段, 但是老娘还是挺忙的. 你问我忙什么? 哎哟...忙做工, 忙跟朋友出去玩咯~hahaha

话说如此, 但确实是没有那个时间去好好地看. 如果买了那么多书, 恐怕到了明年的书展都还没有看完呢! @.@

逛着...逛着....看到了很多书的主题说什么20几岁blablabla....30岁就要blablabla....什么的!
看了后没感觉. 内容并没有很吸引到我.LOL

逛到累了就去吃东西. 食物还蛮贵的说O.O!
nasi lemak+sandwhich+100plus =RM16.00
也许你会说.哎呀~那种地方当然咯.
但是, nasi lemak 没有old town 那么的有看头和好吃. 就是想象中的那样. 外面打包: cik! nasi lemak biasa satu! 对! 就这样....普通! 至于sandwhich 和100plus就不多说了. 想也知道.
还有一个不知道是什么 non-alcoholic RM3.00!!  是因为100plus是 non-alcoholic 所以就charge RM3.00 么?? 有谁知道这是什么?

最后选了3本书.muahhaha

虽说是3本. 不多也不少. 但是本人已有8本还没看完的书~LOL
当然, 这些也包括了之前哥买回来的书. 我才没那么的爱书呢~hahahahaha

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放假也有好一段时间了. 当然, 我的假期没人家过得那么的幸福. 我必须去"找钱". LOL
还好在放假前, 朋友突然而来的一个facebook message 问我是否有兴趣当兼职老师.
于是不管那么多就去interview了.

这次, 是人生第一次拿着SPM 成绩去interview. 说实话. 本人觉得可能性入取的机会很低. 于是....就interview嘛~怕什么!? 只是多了张纸.LOLOL.
Before interview, 还填了很多东西.
记得其中一题是问为什么要当老师.LOL....
我可以回答因为朋友问我要不要做工? OR 因为我很需要钱? LOL
还有一题问: 如果学生在课室里吵闹要怎样? 心想, 就是问我要怎样征服他们对吗?
我忘了我回答什么. 但是我相信那个人看到也会笑~LOL...回答完后我还加个"LOL" 因为我也给自己的答案zadao! haha
interview 期间本人还跟那个人argue 我的salary. LOL... 正常嘛! 你以为老娘这几年都白做工么?

第二天....

第三天....你好~请问是...吗? 你被入取了!

心想: wtf!! 我想象中的老师都是要score A 才能当老师. ._.!

本人教的是家课班. 当朋友告诉我时, 心想:什么跟什么啊! 家课班?? 安亲班我就听过.....=X
原来是他们不会的功课我就要负责教他们做.
知道后, 有点傻眼!!O.O!! 因为....他们不会的可能都是我不会的.LOL
第一个星期上课, 感觉不错. 只是很多东西要复习回. 比如现在的format, 有几个bahagian, 等等...

So far, 到现在都没有问题~muahahah...
班上的小瓜们都被我征服啦!!
oh! 对了~我教的那个是slot3, 一天有3个家课班. 很明显我的是slot3. 也是最多马来人, 印度人, 锡克人的一班. 只有3个是华人. O.O!  而全华人的是slot2! wtf
带/教小孩已经是个问题了. 言语上又是个问题啊!! 很庆幸的~你们比我想象中的"乖" ._.
一天用3语! 有时候blur起来, 跟印度人讲广东话~LOLOLOL...还好他没发现 "汗"
备课还要分SK/SJKC!!!! 有时候老娘也乱了! @.@

其实当了备课老师有4个星期那么多了. 感觉上不像是家课班老师. 因为最近他们都考试没功课做.我就必须负责print东西给他们做. 像是正课老师. 不同的是. 一天里面要教不同年级的学生. 备课都要用到半个小时. 没想到我的挑战还那么大. 一下就教一年级至中一!!!

开始有点喜欢这个工作了.
原因:
1) 上司, 老师, 员工, 学生都很nice
2) 小学错过的学习/ 你不知道的, 现在边教边学.
3) 算是暂时稳定的parttime job
4) 开始会想起那些可爱的小瓜. 因为他们都很可爱. 我喜欢他们. 他们都喜欢我~haha

虽然只是4个星期~但是之前听到他们有考试. 心里也会替他们担心些.  ._.

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Visit a Thailand temple

Last Sunday, i went out with my family. We head to a temple for pray at 9something a.m.
Well, I don't think have any special thing to say while praying in the temple. So i skip this! LOL.

After that we went to a Thailand temple while we were back from the temple.

 I'm not sure that you heard this before or not. This Thailand temple which is in PJ.

Along the road as you can see there has a lot of stalls. 

All the seller which is Thailand people. And of course they sell a lot Thailand foods.

They having their foods beside of the temple. Like a picnic. LOL

Selling Thailand foods and Thailand instant noodle.

I see a lot people who around this stalls so i walk toward to this stall and take a look.

I don't know is there has any special foods for selling or what. For me, is what you see from this picture. Like nothing special. I don't know the foods and i didn't ask them also. LOL

A stalls of selling Thailand magazine! :)

Selling Thailand movies.

Also, they were selling beer, water and other things in the rear boot. As you all see, the drink they sell wasn't Thailand drinks. LOL

 Thailand snack. Opps..the reflection!

Selling flowers for people to pray.

I still remember when i stepped into this temple. I heard a sound was very familiar. Which is a very popular song recently! OPPA GANGNAM STYLE!! LOL

 I don't know what's the different of the dragon compare with the Chinese dragon. But one thing, a bit different which is the head of the dragon.. As you can see, the dragon has many head. o.0!

 Same as buddhism. They pray with yellow burning incense.

There has a lot Thailand people and Malaysian chinese went there for pray. 

 The famous god of Thailand ERAWAN SHRINE. 四面佛!
 Pray hard after i took this picture. :)
Hopefully, my dreams come true! :)

 

Feeling good after i went there. Although i have never been Thailand before.
And there really has a lot Thailand people. Likes i'm already in Thailand! haha